Ritchie]Endless Summer[Torres

[Ritchie Torres]

So today I got off of the catering bus that my mom drives. This isn't exactly what I believe is fun. Though, I already tried begging to stay at home, which didn't work might I add, so I guess I'm stuck here.

It isn't too bad I've met two people, Zane and Nate. It was pretty weird how I met Zane though, let's just say it involved a pancake flipper, and him hiding under a counter. To say that now it feels pretty funny, but really it was... quite different. As for Nate I met him in the forest, I can't believe that the people in Connect Three are actually here! Yeah, that's right Shane, and Jason are here two, though I haven't met them yet.

Guess what, I heard that there is going to be a dance of some sort! It's supposed to be semi formal so that means I get to wear a dress... all the girls seem exited but not so much for the boys. I find it really funny.

So, yes this summer is endless, and yes it seems cruel to be here but I guess I should make the most of it.

Page 1

[Ritchie Torres]

Oh, no what have I done now! You know Zane? I wrote about him before, he asked me out to a dance and I turned him down. It wasn't even that easy of a let down, but I tried my best. I'm quite frustrated at myself actually, I have to admit, I led him on. It wasn't really his fault, it was mine. I should have... I don't know what I should have done, but obviously not what I did.

On a lighter note, I met a girl named Caitlyn, she's actually the only girl I've met here so far. She seemed pretty cool, but I don't know her that well.

Right now, I'm still feeling bad, and wondering if I'm going to even go to the dance at all. Mitchie would probably say I should, and not to let a guy bring me down. But, that I know of, she has had about as much experience as I have. Which, is really sad, though I have decided that I'm going to sing at the dance, that is if they have any openings, I have a song as well, it's scratchy because I just made it but it's on page 3. Though, maybe I'll keep it to myself for now since no one's actually reading it anyways. No, I won't be as cruel as to do that to the diary, but I'm thinking I want to perfect the song before I sing it. I'm chickening out already, how bad is that? I don't know, maybe I will sing, but maybe it won't be that song, we'll see.

Page 2

[Ritchie Torres]

Bad Sense of Acomplishment:

Every time I say,
Every rule we I break
It seems so fine to me
But when then it comes
and then when It goes
It always seems so far away

So why try my best
When it's so just too bad
Though, I'm innocent
Why try to make that feelin go away
That I felt so long ago
And I feel it yet again tonight

Take a chance,
Make a change
You can see me cry
And I still won't die
'Cause I know
In the end
We may not always be there


(That's it so far, but I can't think of the rest of the words right now)

Page 3